I missed how you would just listen to my thoughts, bear with me spitting out everything. You tend to help people around you get up. Your positivity amazes me in a way I literally gape in awe. It's scary how strong I feel towards you. I trembled when you played the guitar and in whatever rage I was in, I could just burst out laughing hearing your voice. This is so cheeky and I cant find a better way to say it.
But maybe, just maybe. Things wont be the same and I.. just hope that doesn't happen. But surely if you don't feel the same thing I'm okay. sebab iman ni lembik sangat, hati ni lemah. And I totally blame myself for being like this, I mean you can't control everything, can you?
Take care of yourself in the UK
