Presence

Throughout 17 years of living i found out who i am. I've explored myself though there are still questions unanswered. But i do know that as much as i want to make people smile, as much as i try to make them laugh, that's just it. I don't go any deeper because i know no one actually likes my presence. Everyone needs me not because they actually need me around, but because i just am. As much as i fear oblivion i know eventually it'll happen.

Because each time i tend to go deeper im gonna break someone's heart. If not theirs, then it'll be mine.