It's a phase of what i am currently transitioned to. (Is transitioned even a word though?) a state of confusion. Of curiosity and ignorance. Finding one's identity and constantly asking, 'how would i change the world?
Aku pun tak paham amende aku merepek hahaha. Sah sah la terbukti confusionnya.
1. Mana semua kawan kawan aku kat facebook? Kalau dulu aku baca status orang rindu gerik, orang happy balik rumah, orang tak siap homework, but why the hell is the news feed full of iklan produk pencuci muka?
2. Dekat maktab, takda benda nak buat, (walaupun homework sebag baju kotor sebakul bilik macam kandang kambing esok exam physic--itu masih dikira takda benda nak buat) landing atad katil lah jawapannya. Nikmat yang tak terkata. Ataupun cari geng. Takdalah geng mana, budak katil sebelah aku tu je. Kalau baik, jadi geng surau. Kalau kureng sikit... Alamat ada nickname baru la untuk budak budak situ. Tapi kenapa bila balik, macam aku ni anak tunggal yang tak pergi sekolah, mak bapak kerja, runah aku rumah baru.
3. Lelaki. Men themselves are a confusion.
4. I have an obsession of....how should i put this..
When stalking through the social media, 'Best gilaa hidup dia..'
Am i a stalker? I dont know
Aku ni tak bersukur ke? Mungkin
Nauzubillah.
I wonder what people think of me, because i tend to think of the people around me. Jealousy would be a force pulling me down. A glue that sticks me to the ground.
Question is, who would help me get back up?
