22 March, 2014

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Tak cukup ke kena curah dengan telur campur tepung dalam tandas masa kau tengah mandi malam buta after silat practise untuk kau sedar, kau dah besar?  More responsibilities, that's for sure. From learning how to masak, to scoring in SPM. Ya Allah, it looks so simple.. But it's not. But i have to stay strong.
Boleh ke aku istiqamah pakai tudung labuh? Apa orang akan kata? Will it stop me from anything? Ya Rabb, give me strength and patience, amin.


Kelakarnya reading those older posts. Makes me realize how people can actually change, though it takes time. I did. I changed. But the question is, would i hold on to the changes i've made? Would i be able to restrain myself from doing those things i promised to keep myself away from? Aku hanya hambamu yang lemah, Ya Rahman. Bantulah aku. Bantulah hambamu yang lemah ini. Sesungguhnya engkau Maha Pemberi Pertolongan.