To be free from the temptations of wanting to show your life to the world
To feel that self satisfaction when you get hundreds of double taps from people
It's the best feeling ever.
Knowing the fact that the people around you can see what you do. Can see how happy you are.
But that's just that.
On the last few days i went on a vacation in sepang. So i dared myself to not being my phone (it was out of battery so malas nak charge tapi padahal bolh je charge kat sana) so i left it. Over there, it was hard at first because i was used to telling people around me of what i was doing, where i was and how much fun i had. But i only had a packet of choki choki and m&ms in my bag. And clothes. Agak boring at first but i got hold of it. I went cycling i played with cards i even webt to the gym at midnight. We watched movies together and it was fun. Well my family had their phone though and all i could see was they took endless pictures and selfies for ootd and good mornings what not. Makin lama agak annoying jugak sebab it was like
What's the point of all this?
Takboleh ke treasure the moments among yourselves and idk just... Enjoy everything without having the urge to post things.
I gotta admit as soon as i webt back home i took my phone and check my messages. Ya, best ada banyak sebab u know people around u are wondering where u've been (lah sangat). But it also hurts more because the person u expected to miss you, the person u expected to look for you, wasn't there. Masa ni lah kita tahu sapa yang kesah sapa yang tak kesah.
And in conclusion i should say technology breaks me down. It's like a barrier keeping me restricted to explore what the world has to offer. And i gotta admit i couldn't control my urge to post things. Sebab dalam dunia ni ada banyak yang kita boleh control tapi tak mampu. Sebab itulah nafsu.
And sometimes u just need to put your phones in your drawer and leave it home altbough u can just put it in the bag and bring it with u because if it's in the bag u can just simply take it alahai analogi cikai betul.
